the only thing I know

 Its going to be cold. The sun is out.  +Baldwin County Drug Court Color Code  testing+ is going on today. We all have to call to know if its our color. There are some things we just know right. You can tell us once and we know. We can see for ourselves.
 What was it that toke me so long and so much hard ship, to see that no body is going to look out for me as good as a Higher Power. Others have helped me and I thank you so much I'll never be able to make good on it, to all of you" thankyou".
 Somewhere I became so self-centered.I stopped thinking, I stop looking forward, where I wanted to be ten ,twenty years down the road.
 The right attitudes, I have not had every time, all the time. There's only a short part of that road of Life to go now. I have a shorter walk to make. So I must take slower step's, shorter step's and this way I can take a longer look at where I'm going to be ,once I get there.
 The only thing I do know, is if I don't make the right steps now. I'm not going to like the ones I'm told to take by a power grater then myself. Jesus tells me in Matthew 5:5  "Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted." I believe Jesus Christ can and will create in me a new way of life.

dont be slow

Baldwin County Drug Court Color Code Is to be called every day. If you do not and your color is called and do not take the test. This will be looked at as a + test.
     We all have done some things we should never had even thought about doing.
      As I see now you can't unring that bell. My hope to stay clean at first was to stay out of trouble. I understand my flaws more because of a long hard look at myself. I hope someone understands this. Just because I had stopef drinking but not changing my attitudes about the people, place's, and things. I had not fixed the things that stopped me from having a nicer life, better friends, more stable jobs, a relationship with a bit more love.
       The Bible tells us in proverbs 6:6. Consider the ant...
     

The Beatitudes Matt. 5

We can learn:
   .To examine our hearts
   .To be renewed in our minds
   .To live the spiritual life by
    Putting off the old man and
    putting on the new, spiritual
    man. Www.themostexcellent way.con

A higher power than (my"self")

Thinking sometimes the same old way, just don't do it any more. Time and time again I've had to start over. It was the drinking you know doing the same thing over and over expecting different results. That was me drunk. Things would get nicer ,sober. I would yep be drunk again things would go bad. Like all drunks the insanity continued. Back and forth it was.
  So one day I, said to myself, "Self you need to take some steps to get out of this place you have put me."
   So not thinking God would know who was taking His time up or even care about poor old pitiful self. I had a Uncle that had tried over and over for me to,"Let go and let God". He would say.
   Getting him to pray for me was that first step. Life has not been sweet and happy all the time.
   Out of the help of a person stronger than " myself" I found God  and through Him all things are posable.
    Read matthew 5:3 its the start of a wonderful friendship and a grate attitude.

Baldwin County Drug Court Color "+"Code is open so "+" so call251-937-0368. Don't lie,Don't use, Show up. It can be done. Some times we just need help.

So is your hopes up or down. You could say that were done. There is no freedom in America. Let's ask ourselves first what it is, that I'm wishing to do, that I'm thinking would make me free. If its a morality thing let's watch ourselves. The laws in this nation are not ungodly ones. We may have ungodly persons in control of some powerful places in this country of ours. With that it is the government s job to hold peace in the street. Freedom is not having the right to live with out morel's. Just because I loved to get drunk do I have the right to put all of you in harm's way exercising that right. I thank my God every day for this nation. Its law's. The family I have. The freedom the hope it gives. More now that I'm going through some stuff.  Our laws gives chance after chance to law breakers that's Godly. John 13:34-35 Jesus said: " A new command I give you: ... Read and let this be today's meditation just for today.

its not all about me

The Baldwin County Drug Court will be testing to day"+". Call 251-937-0368"+". Look at what you need and not at the things you fill like having. Most of the time there not the same. Today read your local news papers. Look at what's going on just under our nose. We all can be a little better off, happier, richer, smarter, faster, honest, helpful, just for today lets take a morality check of ourselves and work on it. That's sometimes becomes the best thing we can do for others.