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Sunday, January 19, 2014

God Can Save Me?

 Pray for others today. Make a list of people that i need to say " I'm sorry." If i have to pay them back then I have to do my best. In doing that it helps my soul and gives it a peaceful out come becouse of the need for forgiveness.
 Its myself that has been living with, a hunting past why should other have to. Jesus is taking me out of it. I must use this new freedom of hope and give the world JESUS through the new me. I know what addition first hand. That its evil and of the Devil's from hell. I can have salvation in Christ Jesus. (call out to Him now and lay your sins down.) We all have a cross. Pick it up now its not so heavy.  I Trust in the saving God. It's Him not me with all power to do this.
 Jesus said: "Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy." Matthew 5:7
 I humbly ask God's forgiveness for my sinful past. I am able to forgive those who have hurt me.

Saturday, January 18, 2014

The Beatitudes

                                                 Submissive
  Jesus said," blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth." Mattew 5 : 5...I give my will and my life to Jesus Christ.
  Once I found myself in a place I did not like, the need for Jesus my Higher Power to help me returns. My self-centered behavior had stoped me from asking Him all along for His will to be grater than my own.
 My need to give myself the things I wanted became grater than the thing Jesus  saw I should have. Once I stoped asking / allowing my Higher Power to be in control. (Not at first more then later) My thinking became," look what I'm doing for myself." I felt that I was doing more for me then God was.
 Thats the times I look back over on my life and everything that one could say are bad things. Now I see them as a loving, saving, helping friend. Showing me the things its going to take to get it all back.
 There is sometimes only a few words  was needed to make things right and sometimes it     took years.

Friday, January 17, 2014

The Almond Rod - because God is watching over His Word to perform it.: The girl in blue. A story of two little girls and the Devil's work

The Almond Rod - because God is watching over His Word to perform it.: The girl in blue. A story of two little girls and the Devil's work
                                                           Honisty
                          Baldwin County Drug Court (251)936-0364.  
       Matthew 5:6 Jesus  said : " Blessed are those how hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled."
        I honestly examine myself in the light of Gods Word. Even though life has everyone, having to obay someone, in authority over them. For me once, I came to understand I'm not asked to do ungodly things only things that should and could have me used By God in a more powerful way.
       See my action made it posable for someone other than myself to tell me how to act. Why would God do this. I'm a child of God, he loves me, takes care of me in ways I'll never know.
       To be honest with God is not that hard because, He sees everything any way. Its to thyself be true. Others are not going to believe you all the time. That's the broken world we live in and until the end of days it will only get worse.
       What others think and say and do. I only have one thing in my power to control, these things and there effects in my life. Its HONISTY the truths that I hold will keep me going in the things God is teaching me. He will use things I may not understand.
       But to be Honest I don't have to understan them at first. God teaches His children in a way that is not soon forgotten. I must look at myself with honisty and the way God see's me. That's true freedom.

Thursday, January 16, 2014


                     SUBMISSIVE.                         BALDWIN COUNTY DRUG COURT TESTING is a everyday responsibility call (251) 937-0364
  I GIVE my will and my life to Jesus Christ. Jesus said," Blessed or the meek, for thay shall inherit the earth." Matthew 5:4
  Having a self-centered life has only pushed people away from me. With out there being others around me i can only be content in myself, or in what I'm doing. I like being happy. The word blessed means happy. The Sermon on the Mountain. Describes a type of behavior expected of people that call themselves Christian.
    This teaching gives you the path it take to get there. Jesus is not saying Do THIS I don't care if you like it or not no He's not that way. That's how it is done by the world. Jesus tells it like this. My children, be happy. This is how you get there.
   Now Drug Court, is hard. Its having me do things to show them I wish to be free.
   Jesus is asking us to be free citizens in his kingdom forever. He covers 10 attitudes in the Sermon on the Mount.
  Drug court only has three Don't lie, Don't Use, Show Up. Hay that's not much different than what Jesus is asking. Is it?

 

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

    BALDWIN COUNTY DRUG COURT pay when they tell you to. Call every day.
                       REPENTANT
    This I believe is the number two attitude for victorious living. I came to this point, only after I had truthfully came to the cross of Jesus Christ with first, all my HUMILITY. I knew at this point, the sin's of my life had separated me from my God. I was broken and weak. To look at me one could see I had no true hope in my life spiritually dead. It was at that point my Cry's for Forgiveness was accepted.
   Jesus Tell's Us, " Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5:4...
   It was at this point that my attitude changed. The Holy Ghost came and this proud unrepentant fool started to become something other than a lost soul. Living in sin and staying in a place separated from its creator.
   I'm not perfect. I believe Jesus Christ can and will create in me a new way of life. With the right attitude.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

                  HUMILITY
  MATTHEW 5:3 Jesus said: " Blessed or the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
  Finding forgiveness is a very important part of my recovery. The years of bad seeds that was planted has become a large field full of lies. Pain is found there. Some abandonment. Things that others know more about what was wrong with me then I would see for myself. Why, because its like this. The self-centered part of being a addict created in me this ego that justified itself. In doing only planted more bad seeds. Every day I was" doing what I had I right to do", I told myself  I was a good person not seeing the world in flams all around me.
   My ego was out of control. Today I admit I am powerless over the affects of drugs and alcohol, and self- centers behavior --- my life is unmanageable.
  With that the field of bad things. Its starting to become a place that myself and even others likes to be. So the unmanageable part moves me to the need of Repentants. So this path move forward.