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REPENTANT
This I believe is the number two attitude for victorious living. I came to this point, only after I had truthfully came to the cross of Jesus Christ with first, all my HUMILITY. I knew at this point, the sin's of my life had separated me from my God. I was broken and weak. To look at me one could see I had no true hope in my life spiritually dead. It was at that point my Cry's for Forgiveness was accepted.
Jesus Tell's Us, " Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5:4...
It was at this point that my attitude changed. The Holy Ghost came and this proud unrepentant fool started to become something other than a lost soul. Living in sin and staying in a place separated from its creator.
I'm not perfect. I believe Jesus Christ can and will create in me a new way of life. With the right attitude.
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
HUMILITY
MATTHEW 5:3 Jesus said: " Blessed or the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Finding forgiveness is a very important part of my recovery. The years of bad seeds that was planted has become a large field full of lies. Pain is found there. Some abandonment. Things that others know more about what was wrong with me then I would see for myself. Why, because its like this. The self-centered part of being a addict created in me this ego that justified itself. In doing only planted more bad seeds. Every day I was" doing what I had I right to do", I told myself I was a good person not seeing the world in flams all around me.
My ego was out of control. Today I admit I am powerless over the affects of drugs and alcohol, and self- centers behavior --- my life is unmanageable.
With that the field of bad things. Its starting to become a place that myself and even others likes to be. So the unmanageable part moves me to the need of Repentants. So this path move forward.
MATTHEW 5:3 Jesus said: " Blessed or the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Finding forgiveness is a very important part of my recovery. The years of bad seeds that was planted has become a large field full of lies. Pain is found there. Some abandonment. Things that others know more about what was wrong with me then I would see for myself. Why, because its like this. The self-centered part of being a addict created in me this ego that justified itself. In doing only planted more bad seeds. Every day I was" doing what I had I right to do", I told myself I was a good person not seeing the world in flams all around me.
My ego was out of control. Today I admit I am powerless over the affects of drugs and alcohol, and self- centers behavior --- my life is unmanageable.
With that the field of bad things. Its starting to become a place that myself and even others likes to be. So the unmanageable part moves me to the need of Repentants. So this path move forward.
Monday, January 13, 2014
The Beatitudes
Baldwin county Drug Court color code 252-937-0360. Let's not procrastinate call, a lot of people are coming in today.
Reconciliation With the right attitude,I was able to have this. First with myself leaving behind the self-centered attitude that addiction created in me. Things did start coming back in my life that made it more manageable.
Matthew 5:9 Jesus said: " Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God." The spiritual war I fought 12 years. Looking over any battle field so large is a hard thing to do. Its the living that clears any battle field not the dead. I ask forgiveness from all those I have hurt or dealt with unfairly.
In this action new patrons began to form in my life. Just remember don't give up it doesn't happen overnight.
Reconciliation With the right attitude,I was able to have this. First with myself leaving behind the self-centered attitude that addiction created in me. Things did start coming back in my life that made it more manageable.
Matthew 5:9 Jesus said: " Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God." The spiritual war I fought 12 years. Looking over any battle field so large is a hard thing to do. Its the living that clears any battle field not the dead. I ask forgiveness from all those I have hurt or dealt with unfairly.
In this action new patrons began to form in my life. Just remember don't give up it doesn't happen overnight.
Sunday, January 12, 2014
This is the day of our Lord God. The only Saving power of mans soul. Pray to God. Thank God. Sing to God. Give back to God. Let others see God. Work for God. Just be for God. Never stop someone from finding God. That's just unamerican. Jesus sead " You are the salt of the earth"... You are the light of the world... Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven." Matthew 5:13-16 As a new creation in Christ, I share with others the Good News of a risen savior who makes his people whole.
Saturday, January 11, 2014
I'm not in over my head yet. I've never been to afraid to play along. In the dark. Take on something bigger than myself. Pull the short straw.
What type of person does this make me. (A very compulsive one)
Never using the God given brain I had. I began doing all the things around me with extreme effort. I had to do more, had to be the fastest, smartest, and out of that became a good me. Only I did not bring control with it. With out being able to control my ability life became self-centered, unmanageable the addictive personality now had control, not ME. THE THING, now would do the controlling. As it tells us in Titus 3:3 its what I had become. Because of that personality God the Father, never allowing his children to act this way put things in place to bring me back to Him. Matthew 5 teaches us humility, repentants, becoming submissive, Honisty, mercifulness, obedience, Reconciliation, faith, perseverance, being a loving servant. The 10 attitudes of victorious living. Let this minds be in you... Philippians 2:5. You can study + TheMostExcellentWay.otg + your self. Or (gmail) me for prayer requests. G+ can work to.
What type of person does this make me. (A very compulsive one)
Never using the God given brain I had. I began doing all the things around me with extreme effort. I had to do more, had to be the fastest, smartest, and out of that became a good me. Only I did not bring control with it. With out being able to control my ability life became self-centered, unmanageable the addictive personality now had control, not ME. THE THING, now would do the controlling. As it tells us in Titus 3:3 its what I had become. Because of that personality God the Father, never allowing his children to act this way put things in place to bring me back to Him. Matthew 5 teaches us humility, repentants, becoming submissive, Honisty, mercifulness, obedience, Reconciliation, faith, perseverance, being a loving servant. The 10 attitudes of victorious living. Let this minds be in you... Philippians 2:5. You can study + TheMostExcellentWay.otg + your self. Or (gmail) me for prayer requests. G+ can work to.
Friday, January 10, 2014
I'm told all the time life ant fair. I'm saying look how we talk to each other. Treat each other. Look how goverments run there people. How can I help? Should I care? Look I have found out this much if you let someone or something control you it will. There are a lot of energy vampires out there. People, places, things. Until the power over me is broken. Ill never Take back the power for myself. Then o yes it can be someone else's right there ready and well funded to take control.
I can't reap unless i sow. That's right what ill reap will be what I have sowed. Its my hope to give something good to this world. If you wish to say its broken because of
some one other than you blame ME.
I'll take that power thanks.
I can't reap unless i sow. That's right what ill reap will be what I have sowed. Its my hope to give something good to this world. If you wish to say its broken because of
some one other than you blame ME.
I'll take that power thanks.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Action After Emotion
I go through emotional battles to make it out to the other side of any crises. Be it a death,a break up. Unexpected things. Things I have to feel as a person. I can't say anything adout how much of these emotions or how long, they're to be felt. I can say if they get in the way off me just moving on I need help. Talking is the best way known to man/woman. There is something about saying the words out loud.
Not so the other person can hear it more than I will.
I'll go to a the Lord in prayer. I'll go to a church to see some. Call a friend. I have found out saying the words out loud helps. It helps the most if its to the person/s that's connected with the emotion's I'm having. There is a higher power a force a spirit a God. That pulls my very will in the path of making thing right. Matthew 5:7 comes to me once I take the first step to make things right. Its Humility.
Not so the other person can hear it more than I will.
I'll go to a the Lord in prayer. I'll go to a church to see some. Call a friend. I have found out saying the words out loud helps. It helps the most if its to the person/s that's connected with the emotion's I'm having. There is a higher power a force a spirit a God. That pulls my very will in the path of making thing right. Matthew 5:7 comes to me once I take the first step to make things right. Its Humility.
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