Remembering the old times are good. Just stay away from the war story's. You don't have to do something that you can't handle. If you have to find a church thats open. A meeting that going on. A person that you can talk to. Walk in the wood,beside the river or creek or start putting the filling of your mind down on paper, could help another. Go work at a food bank.there is 50,000 other thing to do but (use) so don't. Have a grate Christmas. Matthew 5 : 6 (obedient) and read Titus3:3-8 we have all been there and God did save us we just need to stop fighting the process of being saved.

So let's keep it simple if you need a meeting Look it up. If you need a call make it. Its the time of year that so many fall. But not for you not this year. Stay away from the people, place, and thing that makes us weak. There is something else to do. Walk run ride you don't have to fall. This is the first day of the rest of life. I'm not starting it off on the bottoms. Don't like it there, the air is nicer at the place I'm at.
    If you need to stop drinking and can't let me pray for you.

move on the power

Matthews 5:5 I give my will and my life to Jesus Christ. If you just set and find yourself thinking on the past you are not working the steps.one attitudes should not be ruled over by our past. But the hope of a good day and a even better tomorrow. Our nowing yourself is our strinth. The more we can tell the truth of ourselves the power moves in. That's the time were other around can see and fill that power in you. Thay may even ask can thay find it too.

to have started

I know this is the having a spiritual awakening for me. The selfish lifestyle. I had to first stop drinking and see myself for the alcoholic i was. Work the steps and examine my heart, renew my mind, and live a spiritual life putting off the old and putting on the new. God promises His Word not turn to Him void, so I work every day to have the Attitude of LOVE, acceptance,and forgiveness. Jesus

Sead "...believed on Him, if he continue in my word, then are he my disciples indeed; and ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. John 8:31,32