Thinking sometimes the same old way, just don't do it any more. Time and time again I've had to start over. It was the drinking you know doing the same thing over and over expecting different results. That was me drunk. Things would get nicer ,sober. I would yep be drunk again things would go bad. Like all drunks the insanity continued. Back and forth it was.
So one day I, said to myself, "Self you need to take some steps to get out of this place you have put me."
So not thinking God would know who was taking His time up or even care about poor old pitiful self. I had a Uncle that had tried over and over for me to,"Let go and let God". He would say.
Getting him to pray for me was that first step. Life has not been sweet and happy all the time.
Out of the help of a person stronger than " myself" I found God and through Him all things are posable.
Read matthew 5:3 its the start of a wonderful friendship and a grate attitude.
