Submissive
Jesus said," blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth." Mattew 5 : 5...I give my will and my life to Jesus Christ.
Once I found myself in a place I did not like, the need for Jesus my Higher Power to help me returns. My self-centered behavior had stoped me from asking Him all along for His will to be grater than my own.
My need to give myself the things I wanted became grater than the thing Jesus saw I should have. Once I stoped asking / allowing my Higher Power to be in control. (Not at first more then later) My thinking became," look what I'm doing for myself." I felt that I was doing more for me then God was.
Thats the times I look back over on my life and everything that one could say are bad things. Now I see them as a loving, saving, helping friend. Showing me the things its going to take to get it all back.
There is sometimes only a few words was needed to make things right and sometimes it took years.
